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Awake 34 Hours

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 23:09:52 GMT

SO I went to the party and lets just say it was quite eventful.
We got there at around nine and at about 5 past 11 this morning I could be found walking home in the rain with only a cardigan over my dress.

There was good times. Some bands mainly made up of Mick's mates played and they weren't so bad that you thought you needed to die. So that was good. And I won't bore on with irreverent details

The problem is I think I now have an 'thing' for my friend Mick. This I don't know how to handle. Cause we kinda got together a bit and it was like just really nice. I was sitting on his lap and I just felt really comfortable. But now I'm all like what the fuck.
He was so sweet.

But like I think it could just be like a party thing. Cause we where a bit wasted, Him very much so and AHH

Why must things always be over analyzed in my head.

PARTY

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 14:27:18 GMT

So I am using this final chance to breach the social barrier I have and am going to a HUGE Party held by my friend Mick, who used to sit next to me in Home Economics, Tonight.
Loads of people from my year are gonna be there and I'm pretty sure loads of people from out side school are gonna be there too.
I have my hair in raggs cause I girl cant go out with out curls theses days.
And I am suppose to be meeting people in town at 7. It is 20 past 3
AND I AM FREAKING OUT.
I am not dressed and I have loads of things to do but I am hiding from it all online.
I really need to get over this fucking pre-going out anxiousness its so fucked up!

This is me
I actually can't look at this picture anymore because I began to like hysterically laugh
Yes yes yes yes INDEED
I actually had a dream about the party last night thats how nervious I have become! Apparently at like 2 the band where setting up and the tent had arrived!
So now I need to turn the computer off. Get over it, and get ready go get money and everything else I need to do....

But I still wanna do this very much so

Its Happening

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 15:01:32 GMT

The further is happening

So I have all this stuff to get in like the next two weeks or something so some serious funds need to be raised I was trying to find a picture of the uniform I have to get but the ones online I think are a little jazzer than the real deals so I think Its gonna look something like this only in Navy..

But when I actually go to order is should be some time next week I'll try and take a picture.
I am started to get scared about starting this course cause Like what if I am shit at it and fail horribly and end up qulified for nothing
Or worse what if I had it and never end up going on to tattooing like I want and get stuck in a job I resent .....

Today I am gonna do some drawing for like the first time since before the Leaving Cert...
I hope its enjoyable

Also I get to cook again and I really want to make Pavlova for some reason I think its cause I seen it on come dine with me

Tara I hope you are doing well and Eibhear is good, I don't know when your gonna get online to read this but the picture you sent me yesterday was SO CUTE
xoxoxooxoxoxo

Mon, 02 Jun 2008 02:44:11 GMT

So Tara has her 'Mama' back and I don't know if theres any point in posting anymore cause who other than Lauryn reads them
Who other than Tara and Lauryn
No one but hey ......

So today is the first well cause its past 12 we'll call it the second meaning there are like 2 days till the Leaving Starts, getting scary but I am so ready to just have it over and done with so I never have to think about it again . Ever
Then when Min comes back we can get wasted hahah Nah...

So Just to prove I actually have done some studying

Yes yes I belive its the earthquake of Izmit in turkey witch mesured 7.4 on the ricter scale but then I could be wrong it it 3.40 am so I dont care that much

and because I have nothing to say some more pictures

I actually Graduated

It was my brothers Birthday Yesterday

Lauryn and me waiting to see "Sex and the City" in the cinema

Lauryn after seeing "Sex and the City" in the cinema(the picture taken in Chapters)

Lauryn KICKING in her new shoes

School

Me holding Baby(old Lady) Heidi

Baby Dreams

Fri, 30 May 2008 10:39:45 GMT

So speeking of pregnancy

I had an amazing dream about an hour ago that I was pregnant! it was quite strange...
I went into labor walking down the road with Min and Lauryn and we where going some where I remember but I couldn't go so they went on with out me and I meet this girl from my year Alex and she got my mom and we got a bus to the hospital
I remember talking to Alex on the bus and I was like no I really think its a boy and she was like I bet you its a girl and I know my baby was going to be like really premature but I also knew it was gonna be okay so I was in this single decker bus with my mom and some girl from my year trying to pick a baby name! Cause I hadn't even had time to think of one yet..

It was a good, weird, dream!

Survay

Tue, 27 May 2008 20:57:01 GMT

1. How are you today?
Okay, tired and my Tail bone hurts like a bitch!

2. Have you ever used ProActiv?
NO

3. Did it work?
n/a

4. Have you ever ordered from an infomercial?
No

5. When was the last time you got a new phone?
Emm over a year ago off my friend Grace cause I lost my phone on a bus!

6. Do you shop at Hollister?
I do not

7. Do you have a piggy bank that you actually use?
No but I would like a piggy bank

8. What do you wear daily for jewelery?
Used to be lipbar but I lost it so now like plugs the ring in that little part of my ear and usually a necklace

9. How many belts do you own?
I dont think I have any

10. Are you excited to see the new Indiana Jones movie?
Really not

11. What are you excited for?
Sex and the City movie! Stereo! and the Leaving been OVER Roll on Summer....

12. Have you ever been pregnant?
Not yet.

13. When was the last time you went to the dentist?
Ages ago

14. Do you use mouthwash?
From time to time

15. Have you ever taken sleeping pills?
Yes

16. How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
Last night emm like 6 I think I know when my Alarm whent off I wanted to sleep for like a million more years

17. Do you like the Real World?
no?

18. When was the last time you played the Sims 2?
Not that long ago. Unfortunately

19. Would you ever want to be on America's Next Top Model?
Yes but not as a contender

20. Do you believe in the saying "One man's trash is another man's treasure"?
Yeah, in certen areas but I wouldn't say so about actual trash

21. Have you ever been in a limo?
I don't think so

22. Do you think being a stylist would be fun?
Hells Yes.

23. Have you ever been to California?
Not yet

24. When was the last time you put lotion on?
What kinda lotion? Like moisturiser yesterday

25. What was the last perfume you put on?
Friday I think

26. Do you believe that age is nothing but a number?
Not really like I like to think that to a certain degree love doesn't depend on age, gender, race, looks ect but like pedophilia is just wrong

27. How often do you go shopping?
Food shopping Friday night

28. What is your favorite color?
RED

29. Do you own a facebook?
NO
And wish never to own one

30. How about MySpace?
Yes

31. Do you have any pets?
Yes 2 well ones my brothers

32. What are they?
A Dog, Lola and a Fish, Lucy

33. Do you have a job?
Not currently I need to get one after the exams though

34. How many enemies do you have?
I don't know I would say at least one

35. Do you like wearing real fur?
NOT AT ALL
IT IS WRONG

36. What color is your hair?
Blond with leopard print in the sides

37. How many dresses do you own?
emm Aprox. 12

38. When was the last time you were in a cafeteria?
I was in the canteen today

39. Who is your best friend?
Lauryn, Tara and Min
Hopefully

40. Are you so happy that David Cook won American Idol?
Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn.

41. Can you remember the last time you used a ruler?
Em like a week or two ago

42. When will/did you graduate high school?
11 days ago

43. Do you swear often?
Very often

44. Are you planning on getting a hair cut soon?
Yeah It a cut that need to be often cut

45. What are your favorite kind of cupcakes?
I dunno I haven' tried enough cupcakes yet

46. Have you ever made your own jewelry before?
Quite often as a child

47. How many people live in your house?
3

48. Are you Irish?
Unfortunately

49. How about Scottish?
I wish

50. What is your mood right now?
Quite pissed off and sure that I need to move asap

Was Supposted to post last nigh!

Mon, 26 May 2008 12:13:52 GMT

Yes so things are very not cool right now
The whole Leaving Cert is happening and I don't want it to but you know it is so I have no choice in the matter.
Things have been happening but they don't seam in anyway important anymore, Like Graduation. Although my Mom said she is gonna get a frame and put my Certificate up : D

SO today I woke up at like half 8 cause I wanted to wash my hair but didn't end up getting up till like half 9 so I was like Ah
It could not be helped though I was in that state of waken sleep where you feel so tired that your body feels dead and unable to move. So after dragging my ass out of bed I washed my Hair made a cup of peppermint tea in my flask and ran out the door for a block Geography class on the Atmosphere and Ocean where we are suppose to learn how to answer 4 different types of questions on the topic but I am not gonna learn The Wind circulatory System because its so confusing and complicated
Do I care that air moves from High pressure to Low pressure not really
And its just so much easier to write about how climate effects economic activity In my opinion anyways.

Now I have to go to the Library and try get some studying done so shake away the feeling of Guilt and failure and maybe some time in the next week I will actually have a minute to actually think or something but I have kinda fucked up and now I need to put in some effort to get anywhere in life
Witch is my one goal "Get Some where in Life" nothing to pacific its easier to fail if you narrow down your options

At Long Last

Sat, 05 Jan 2008 14:52:51 GMT

I am finally 18!!!
I feel like I can finally breath or something cause theres such a build up and an expectation placed on it, not necessarily by me or people I know but in life I guess!

I had such a good day though! Getting Inked one of my favorite things to do ever!!! although the after care is a tad awkward but thats just placing!
Then Fantastic dinner with the best people ever! at like the best place ever!!!
Followed by Champagne and Russel Brand!!!

So now I am looking forward to new privileges such as Voting and Giving Blood! To list just too. Its funny like two years ago I was looking forward to Buying Cigarettes and Bozze when I turned and now I want neither. Although I must admit that the fact that I can get them is nice!

Today I Ate a Can of Corn

Sat, 22 Sep 2007 01:38:47 GMT

And yesterday I woke up in a different Country and that thought is really weird like a day ago I was in a different part of the world.

I spent a lot of time thinking about how the concept of county's is really weird like especially on like the European continent because its all one landmass its not like seas separate these country's.
And language. Not being able to understand what people are saying or the labels printed on things in front of you. I had a major freak out trying to buy coffee!!! FREAKING COFFEE something I buy a lot and I couldn't understand if I was getting like de-cafe witch is just not an option!!!

And it is in my nature to be friendly to people I buy things off and bus drivers and the likes because I know from experience that when some one is kinda nice and your pissed off working it can make you feel just a little bit less pissed off but trying to be nice and not knowing if you seam rude and disrespectful for speaking English is really hard and just kinda freaked me out...

But I did enjoy the coffee and the sunshine, I also liked seeing all these little lizards that lived around where I was they where very cute.

And the best part was the Thunder and Lighting on the first day
It was so spectacular like honesty I think it was the most amazing thing I have ever seen in the world. I feel so like happy that I got to see something so utterly amazing.
It was kinda like this but a million times more impressive

I sat out in the rain for like a few hours watching it with a towel over my legs cause I had shorts on, in utter amazement

But now I am home and happy to see people again but I swear I have to get out of here for good cause the greyness of it all is so depressing!!!
It got really cold I have to adapt but this weather always makes me thing of Halloween so I dont mind it at all actually I quite enjoy it but I just need to wear more clothes I was expecting the weather to stay the same but I must have been crazy to assume that

Anyways thats enough from me for now
xox

A Great Way to Start the Day

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 23:25:40 GMT

A Vegan Sausage Sandwitch!!!!!

A good start usally means a good day and today was great!!!!!

I can't wait for Mins Birhtday so we can all go to dinner again, The Food is like the best food in the world

F.O.O.D food food,

G.O.O.D good good!

hahah Yeah so no online for 10 days, Lauryn and Min I'm gonna miss you so much!!! I'm not gone and I can't wait to see you's when I get back already !!!!
I dont have much to else to say to you guys . I'm really fucking tired and I still have to find my sunglasses!!!
Talk to yous soon and I shall miss you loads!!!!

Going

Fri, 07 Sep 2007 22:54:21 GMT

Today is friday and after completing 4 days of school, one is was a half day I am freaked out by the fact that I have taken not one but TWO afternoon naps !!!!
How old woman can you, I think there is something wrong with me or something like who the fuck takes naps at 17.

And its not just like a half hour no no today I sleep from half four to eight
8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was really funny actually today we where talking about study plans and my teacher asked what time we go to bed at and loads of people where like around 11 and others where like 'No I need to sleep 10' and I was just like what the fuck I go to bed at like 2 or 1 if I'm in bed(not asleep but actually in bed) by 12 I think 'a nice early night'
I just really wouldnt be able to sleep that early and you may think thats why I am napping but I know its not because I've been sleeping like that for years and its all been fine

I think I may stay up so late because I am like afraid of missing the night time, I love to just enjoy it . If could opt to go to bed at 8 am and wake up at 6pm and have that as my time I so would but you cant do that , No cause then you wouldnt be living like everyone else you might actually be doing something for your own good but its not NORMAL I dont think day is normal it hurts my eyes and its too crowed and loud the air is dirtier and its just horrible.
Mornings the worst

I think I may have ranted enough for today so I am gonna go maybe sleep but realistically I wont because I am staying in Lauryns and whats the fun in sleeping when you can party it up with lauryn Mikey style And listen to the Flaming Lips NICE!!!!!!!

Okay so ...

Fri, 31 Aug 2007 22:34:22 GMT

I think me and livejournal have a better relationship than we had last time I posted so I think I might actually start using it !!!

But then again I may not because I dont often have much to say thats in anyway worth saying .....

Lazman Today Tiny Little Steve talked to us (it was my dream) hahah yeah but people never talk to us and he's way cool and tiny and litttle!!!!

Trying to make it work out

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 00:13:41 GMT

yea im pretty much freaking out because i cant quite get this stupid ass thing to work no matter how hard i try!!

i shall struggle on in a hope that it will get easyer and because i REALLY dont have anything better to be doing at 12:19 am other than sleeping and who would wanna do a thing like that when they gotta get up at 7 hahah

so thats it .......

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 21:56:28 GMT

i really do not understand this its so confusing!!!!

myspace seams so much more symple but i really wanna use this account i'll just have to lern quick !!!